"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

It just keeps getting crappier and crappier.  Well.. kinda.. my daddy left a card in my car this morning that said "Hang in there.  You're talented.  I'm proud of you. I love you."  I read it and sat there and cried, and realized I was gonna be late, so then I drove and cried.  Then I got to school and suffered through classes.. including the Biology sex day.. which was actually pretty funny.  Then went and got smoothies, and talked to Haowei about a ton of stuff, and it was really nice because she just listened to me.  I kinda needed that.  I left my purse in enviro amidst the fire drill and didn't realize it until seventh perod was almost over.  Haowei took it for me since she's in there seventh period, and when I couldn't find it, I freaked out.  I looked everywhere for Haowei until I found her outside of the Media Center, and I admit, I WAY overreacted on her. She did the right thing.  I was just so freaking worried about it.. and with my luck this week...

So I go to my grandparents house.  Finally.  I got there and my grandpa had had another weak spell this morning.  So he was just kinda blankly staring at the Miami, Boston College game that was on the TV.  My grandma and I started to talk aobut him, and she says.. He just doesn't enjoy anything anymore, isn't that right?  She has to repeat it ten times for him to understand her.  And then he says.. maybe.  He's inches away from being a vegetable.. only he can see that he's getting there, and he gets so frustrated with himself when he can't do things...   Plus my grandma was having a bad day with some salesman person.. who happened to call while I was there.  And who my grandma went ahead and cussed out on the phone in tue Elizabeth Conrad glory.  Just been a really depressing day, but you know what?  That's why comedy night is gonna be so great tonight.  I've never needed a good laugh more than I do right now.