"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

Get some sleep.  Get some sleep.  If only you understood.  If only you knew how much I would love to "get some sleep"  It's not that I haven't tried to sleep.  It's not that I'm not utterly exhausted.  I just lay there for hours.  Crying because sleep ignores me.  I've tried taking medication.  I've tried.. The other night I went to bed at ten.  I laid there until one or two, and I finally fell asleep... only to wake up at four.. doing none other than running through the entire play in my mind.  I was on Act one scene four.  I fell back asleep at five thirty.. Last night.  I was exhausted, sick, behind.  I went to bed instead of doing homework.  No use.  This afternoon I skipped West classes to come home and take a nap and do homework.  I never could take that nap.. I just couldn't get my mind to stop.  I just wanna sleep so badly.  Oh glorious sleep.  To have a full night of unmedicated sleep again.  Spring Break!  Come back!  How I miss you!  If I could let go and drop this musical now, I would in a hearbeat.  Especially if it meant sleep and no more emotional break downs.  I've had two thus far.  No more.  No more.  Damn.  I sure am glad I'm a senior.