"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

So I jumped out of the hole, just likeI said I was going to.  Only problem is, he pushed me back in. Let's just say that the fall back into the hole was so much harder and painful than digging the hole was.  Man, I'd rather be broken up with over AIM ten times before getting a message like that one.  I'm an honest person.  Usually, I'm too honest.  If I want to know something, I ask, usually in a very direct manner.  I guess I assume that others are just as honest.  Perhaps that's why I've been reading this whole situation so incorrectly.  Oh Lordy.  Tomorrow.  Tomorrow will be interesting.  Deep breath in.  I am strong.  I am beautiful.  Oh Lord please let that confidence I learned in the musical kick in.  I hope I can give my best performance yet tomorrow.

I'm climbing back out of the hole only this time, when I get out, I'm gonna turn around and walk away.