"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

It's really kinda weird.  I'm still hacking up stuff.  I still am blowing my nose constantly, but somehow I feel amazing!  Something about getting through raving beauty and something about singing until my voice warmed up, and getting back the upper octave of my range.  Something about walking to my car in third lot in the rain.  Something about being done with all of my homework .. well good enough at least.  Something about getting seven hours of sleep last night!  YES SEVEN HOURS!!!  Something about not getting yelled at once tonight!  Something about the day after an emotional breakdown when you realize that added stress adds nothing to your life, and you take a step back and take a deep breath in and relax and suddenly even though it's raining it couldn't be a sunnier day in your mind.  Ahh .yes.  Never has a fit of coughing felt so good.

So change of subject real quick.  So tonight while I was at practice Kathryn Waugh called my house.  She told my mom that she was calling around to let everyone know that there had been threats at West for tomorrow.  Tomorrow is April 20th.  It's the April 20th following a massacre.  Duh, there are gonna be threats.  Everone makes such fuss over things.  Yes, it should be taken seriously, but at the same time, if you let it scare you, let it get to you, then you are just giving them exactly what they want.  Just like NBC playing those tapes and showing the pictures.  They gave that guy exactly what he wanted.  It's just wrong.  So, no, I am not even going to think about that tomorrow, because God is already taking care of it.  In fact, God is taking care of all of this.  Why do I worry?