"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

So.. first of all I think I've made a decision, but I think I'm gonna wait a while.. more updates later.



I'm one person.  I cannot do anything.  I was inches from crashing today.  INCHES.  Today showed me to take initiative, ask for help when I'm in too deep.  Some people may not understand (oh how I hate you ms. Tucker), and then there are others who may just give you a break (Thank the Lord for Ms. Ebert).  I went and talked to Ms. Ebert, and Sarah and Michelle were there too.  Ms. Ebert gave me an extension on my tutoring for National Honors Society.  I walked away quickly after we were done talking so no one could see the tears of simultaneous relief and frustration fill my eyes, and got it cleared up before Michelle and Sarah walked out.  Man, if anybody had noticed that at that second I would have lost it.  Amazingly, play practice cheered me up.  And now, I am so excited about Atlanta and so tired that there's no room for frustration or being upset.  Plus, everything worked itself out.  God is in control.  He helped me out a lot this afternoon.

And yes, I can spell onomatopoeia.  SO SUE ME!!!! Man, and I even gave you one of my french fries.