"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

Ahh man.  Tonight was really interesting.  We had our Tenebre service.  It was very dark and depressing.  I've never really sung a Tenebre quite like this one.  I so believed every word that I was singing, and I got so involved and wrapped up in the music, that when the service ended by saying the Lord's Prayer and walking out in silence, as I left the chior loft, I seriously almost cried.  It was absolutely beautiful.  There was a cross in the front of the sanctuary.  All the lights were out except in the chior loft and one light beneath the cross, so that it shone up and made a huge shadow of the cross on the ceiling.  And on such a dreary cold evening. 

Afterwards, I went to Marble Slab to meet up with Zach and Christina and Heather and others.  I really have missed those kids.  Then in walks Folmar.  I haven't seen him since January.  I would say that I still think he's cute even with the new tatooes, but his ears are gaged, and I think that's gross.  At first I looked at him with the same look of this summer, but then he started talking... and never stopped.  At some point I realized how darn much the kid talks and completely dominates the conversation, and then slowly as it continued I just started thinking to myself, "My goodness, just shutup."  And then I started thinking it aloud to Melanie and Sarah Shep.  Finally he left.  I mean I still love the kid, but oh my goodness.  Let someone else talk for a minute.

This whole evening just really kinda zapped all the energy out of me.  It really was a super nice night, but ugh. I'm going to sleep.