"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

Oh man.  So, the past couple of days have been interesting.  I realize that ever since the musical I have been growing a new me.  I was getting to be one of those people who acts certain ways around certain people, and completely different around others.  There is the outgoing side, and then there is the shy Elizabeth that still just kinda wants to hide.  Well, last week basically sucked, because without the musical, outgoing Elizabeth had no outlet, and everything felt awkward.  I didn't know how to act, how to be myself.  Sunday I decided to work it out, let a little bit of both shine, and you know what?  I have been so happy the past several days.  I feel comfortable with myself, but I'm not really afraid of what's gonig to come out of my mouth next.  I don't feel a need to chase after some guy.  I don't feel a need to stir up drama.  I just feel comfortable.  It's so great.  SO yes, today makes three amazing days in a row.  And tomorrow, even with Calc. exam, is gonna be a great day too.  I can already feel it.  As Brandon and I discussed, what's the point in being in a bad mood and having a crappy day, when if you simply have a positive attitude, you can have a great day.  Man, I shoulda realized that a long time ago.  It would've saved me a lot of trouble.