"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

Answer. Probably no.  But will I do it?! YES!  I WIL POUR EVERY PIECE OF MY HEART AND SOUL INTO THIS!!!  Even if I am giving up everything.  English Ace.. gone.  Choir.. gone. Handbells.. gone.  Family... gone. Well just kidding about the last one.. wait one more.  Good grades.. gone!!!!!!!! Sweet conquered.  Okay.  Today was interesting.  I really wish Melanie wasn't so upset.  I would give her my part in a minute, but I know she wouldn't accept.  I spent the afternoon with Michael.. it was fun.. got massive loads of reading done.  I can do this.  I can do this.  Hello new life.  I am Elizabeth Golden.  If I had more money I would so be living off of caffiene right about now.  So this is what it means to get a lead in the musical.