"I think it's a sin to sit down and let your life go, without making a try for it."

While everyone else was all like prom this and prom that... I have been saying, Screw prom, man.  I'm excited about the BFG's.  Everyone then proceeded to look at me like I was insane, and then talk about drinks and stuff.  But man, tonight was frickin' amazing.  That's what Senior year is supposed to be about.  I went from seeing Dr. Ellis to flirting with random guy to dancing all up on Austin (hahaha.. hahahahahaha).. to flirting with random guy to skanking with Walker?  Man, everyone was amazing.  Walker and Susan and I decided that we are going to find ska shows and all go skanking together next year at Carolina. I smell like an ash tray.  I am sweaty and gross.  I can't take a shower or I'll wake my parents up.  And you know what, I am so exhausted I couldn't care less.  I am so frickin' exhausted that I could care less about tomorrow.  Now, that's the kinda attitude I want to have.  All this frickin' caring and worrying has gotten me nowhere.  And it is so great to feel this nonchalant.  I now plan on passing out for oh say.. twelve hours and waking up in time for my hair appointment and getting ready and going.  Sweet.  I LOVE TODAY!!

Oh yeah, and I got a job today.  A real live paying job with the most amazing hours ever.  I'm gonna be a secretary.  Working one to five monday through friday for $8.50 an hour starting June the third because I also found out today that I don't have to take a single one of my exams... Not One!!!  I LOVE TODAY!!